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Sometimes i really wish I could just be hospitalized just to see who actually would care … Lately i feel as if no one cares. Everything has gone to hell this month… People keep hitting me for ABSOLUTLY no apparent reason.. Mainly guys.. My parents don’t understand… I hate being at school.. it brings me nothing but misery.. I count the minutes till I can go home Monday through Friday.. I don’t understand what anyone is saying anymore.. I don’t really care either.. I can’t learn in class…. I can’t pay attention… I see the teacher talking.. but nothing clicks anymore… It sounds like they’re speaking another language. The more I actually try to do things… the worse I fail.. Today i recently learned.. that I guess there’s more things wrong with my dad than i though. He won’t tell me what’s wrong, but I feel it’s not going to be good. He acts like i don’t care, but I do.. All of this stress is getting to me.. It scares me. No one understands that there has to be wrong with me.. Everyone thinks I’m “so fine”. I’m not. A normal 15 year old child should not want to see someone die brutally. A normal child would not want to see someone suffer. I have dreams where I cut people open while they’re still alive and rip their insides out in front of them. Just watch the bleed.. Suffer.. I don’t want to fall asleep.. I’m afraid I will go crazy. Usually I can just pretty much eat my feelings out and be fine and smile…, but I tried eating today… food just is repulsive to me now. I don’t know what to do… I try explaining these things to my parents and my counselor… no one believes me… ://
So, I’ve liked a guy for about five months now. Never really met him…., but I was going to soon… Recently he told me “Oh I love you. I’m so excited to see you. Blah Fucking blah.” Promises were made, ones he said he’d never break… LOL JFUCKINGK. Thank you for wasting so much of my goddamn fucking time player. Go kill yourself? Or better yet go play with your little new girl toy “Audrey”. I hope she fucks you over bro. If I ever come to your little town ohhh Audrey avoid me dollface. I want to rip your fucking face off. <3
As you you kid I wasted my time on, I cant wait for you to talk to me again. I’m gonna tear you a new asshole! <3
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Stunning beauty portraits of Brittany Hollis by photographer Jeff Tse with make-up by Dominique Samuel.

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